introduction

As I start this blog I do so mainly as a release for some of my thoughts if others get insight into what I am thinking and where I am all the better I have nothing to hide in this regard .While I feared this may have turned into a negative blog about my condition As I reflect upon it I think it may actually help me keep things in perspective. And writing the entries is therapy for my left hand interms of typing and therapy for my attitude in terms of counting my blessings . So with regard to the title I considered several such as

Lost dreams- to negative besides you never need to lose your dreams that is
why they are dreams

Reflections - to generic

Ended up with pensive ponderings based on the following


Merriam Webster –pensive -- suggestive of sad thoughtfulness

This because one has to admit there is a negative aspect to
what has happened to me



Merriam Webster –ponder -- to weigh in the mind

This because the wise man weights out the negative and the
positive and whole plan of God having confidence there is a
plan.